Hi all, this is going to be a personal post. I have been MIA..
Added 2020-10-29 17:23:29 +0000 UTCHi all, this is going to be a personal post. I have been MIA last couple days due to my ivf cycle and embryo transfer. I have been testing since day 3 and I’ve got a negative again today which I’m day 8. I don’t think it worked or it would of showed up by now. Of course, there’s the doctors test Nov 2nd but I should of got two lines by now by day 5-6 for sure. I’ve been super depressed and want to thank those that reached out to me. I’m not going to do this again as it cost me 30k and used up my savings. I’m going to start focusing on my page again. I didn’t film much cause seeing so many negatives took a tool on me I took yesterday as a break but tested again this morning. I’m not sure if I will test again 31 and 2nd before my appointment. I’ll have to also decide what to do with the remaining embryos that I have left. My body just doesn’t do good with hormones I’ve known this since 18 with the experience of many birth controls so I’m guessing that’s probably why it didn’t work. Maybe I’ll go in search for someone to try with me natural 🙃 I’m trying not to be sad right now but I am knowing 5 months of trying was all for nothing and a lot all my savings gone for nothing. I do believe things happen for a reason so I will time take its course. I hope you all have a wonderful day. I will be online tonight and back to my normal schedule. But I wanted to explain why I mentally had to check myself out this week. I will for sure make next month an amazing month and start doing ppv and sending out full videos in dms.
