Just I love y’all so much. I have just learned at 27 years o..
Added 2021-09-16 22:44:37 +0000 UTCJust I love y’all so much. I have just learned at 27 years old. How a woman’s body should be cherished respected waited for then PENETRATED!! I’ve been CELIBATE FOR 4.6 years. Because I’ve been through so much abused. Financial abuse verbal abused psychological abused and definitely sexually abuse. I’ve been robbed twice. Once tryna get my first car a man I was not sexually attractive with and one by one that I was sexually attractive with. I’ve been give gonorrhea and Chylamdia by the second guy that stole from me. My first gave me bacteria Viagonsis twice he laughed in my face. All kinda of shit!! This were all “black men boys niggas whatever you call them” I’ve been abused and betrayed a lot my sex life from 16-22! And I’ve bringing it up because I’ve been alone since about 4.6 years getting my body right and trying to heal emotionally physically from it all and I have work school and family stress so a lot I get depressed. And a lot of people don’t agree with what I say and how I say it but it bothers me when black ppl try and downplay my experience. And I’ve been sexually abused three times as a youngen I published a entire book that has all this in it man. And I’m putting this on my onlyfans because of y’all I’ve opened up sexually and I keep trying to get better. But on top of all that I knew the sex with these guys was not good sex not making me cum actually hurting me and not done right and this video proves that!! And I just need time to process everything with myself n shit!! I’m not disappearing at all I’m just in shock rn
