

I’m about to tear my heart out it hurts so much.
It’s so loud in my head, & yet silent as a mouse. So eerie.. my brain feels like Moosh.
I don’t know how to continue my daily mundane schedule..every time my mind wonders I cry. I’m brought back to the feeling of truly being alone. All but my husband..
I am so thankful for this group on OF. You’re are truly one of my only supports. I’ve had more concerned friends here then I have in real life. So thank you for checking in on me