My goooooooood morning photoš¤ I hope everyone is having a terrific Tuesday. Itās snowing here- flurries so a good day to make hearty soupš„°āļø
Something personal (an extended family issue) came up in the middle of recording but glad we got 4 minutes in for yāall and did different things, different anglesš„° We are so incredibly sorry itās not long enough but weāll make it up to you and try to film more often. Was really nice to get back into couple filming and missed doing this with my husband on cameraš I bought a video camcorder a few days ago online so Iām hoping to get better quality once it arrives and bought a go pro and a go pro body mount as well. I want to put more into this site and hope tonightās hiccup was just that and we can be more active posting sex. Hope you enjoy the little we got but much more to comeš¤
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Removed these photos from twitter to address here:
Stepping away from twitter for a bit. Iāll share little things maybe (big maybe) but the hate and overwhelming name calling that is directed to me and some people I know has really gotten to me and I donāt want to end back where I was a year ago. Yāall know I take everything in, try VERY VERY hard to block out the things I know will do more harm than good should I allow into my soul, but itās getting worse and worse. Iāve worked super hard on my mental health and even my boob Dr today said he sees the comments are getting to me because Iām so fixated on being better looking for everyone. Like if I look better Iāll get treated better, and actually- after I posted a video yesterday on twitter talking about losing inches and going down 2 jeans sizes I got hit with a lot of crap. People were saying Iām not working hard enough because Iām still obese. Itās nonsense, itās not healthy and I need to just not post on twitter for a bit. Anytime I post videos with my husband on twitter my comment section is FLOODED with comments insulting him, calling him fat or small and that bothers me a lot!!! Iām posting this stuff here because Iām free to truly be me on here. Iām free to speak my mind and NEVER feel ugly or pressured here. Iām fine so I beg yāall please donāt post āignore the hatersā comments as it truly isnāt helpful and not practical for someone whoās job is online and has to see the comments. I honestly just canāt deal with the shit over there at this moment. Iāll be obviously posting here and my IG but think at least a week or so from posting content on twitter and limiting my time on there will do me good. I know this is obvious, but behind every content creator is an actual human being who feels hurt when constant comments come in that are cruel. Most of us (me included) have NO help. I have no PR person, no one runs my pages for me. No one answers my stuff for me. So across every platforms the thousands of comments have an impact on me and every creator. You may not see that, may think you are the only one commenting who deserves our time but when thereās a lot of people wanting your time, wanting your attention, wanting free stuff, wanting to hurt your feelings, wanting to see more, wanting you to loose weight and look fit like others, wanting you to go mainstream, wanting you to have longer hair, wanting you to get a nose job, wanting you to somehow grow taller, wanting you to fix every tiny flaw on your body, wanting you to take the criticism because you are on social media and deserve it, wanting and wanting and wantingā¦..well it takes a toll. And should we voice that on twitter or instagram or anywhere really (Iām fortunate here on my only fans) we are told to shut up, to get over it, to deal with it, to ignore it, that we are in porn so this is what we get, boohoo, and so on. Models then react and do the only thing they can do- close up, stop interacting, stop caring. They HAVE to for their mental well being. They become jaded and develop a hard shell. Please, donāt contribute and be the reason someone closes up, stops shining bright. Scroll past, unfollow, shit, you can block if you must but donāt send harm, no matter what because as Iāve just mentioned, the level or hate, cruel comments and things yāall donāt even know we go through is crazy.
Ok, Iām done writing, lol
Love and peace ā¤ļøšš»
Oily titties video 2 of 2. Different angle. I didnāt want to talk in the videos and instead just let the sound of the oil on my body be the focus. Iāll make more with me all dolled up, just took a bath and thought this was the perfect time to make these videosāŗļø
Can anyone message on here? I was able to answer 50 messages and now I canāt send anythingā¦I know there were issues earlier but still now??????? Iām getting ticked this site has a lot of problems as of late!
Posted this video and photo on my instagram story but also wanted to post here. I always forget to include photos/videos from my other platforms because I know not everyone follows me on twitter and Instagram. Iāll remember to do that more often and create a folder for IG stories on here. Do yāall like me to include it or leave it out and just post on my only fans stories? I know Iāve asked before but honestly forgot what yāall said, lol
Naked daily ramble. As per usual, Iām all over the place but filling everyone in on whatās been going on and whatās to come. I didnāt realize until after the video ended that I didnāt finish some of my thoughts to yāall so truly sorry about that. My mind is everywhere and so much to say.