SANCTUM: THE HOLLYWOOD $EX PARTY:
For my 20th bday, a friend of mine invited me to Sanctum. SNCTM is what you’d imagine an orgy to be — like Eyes Wide Shut, rich, beautiful people in masks and costumes. Also, its spinoffs (I didn’t want to post on my ig) are now The Kinky Rabbit Club, The Social Elite, and Verita’s Club.
This was the party famous celebs partied at (Bill Maher, Jamie Fox, Gwyneth Paltrow) and entrance was $400/couple. Now, I’m no stranger to excess, but the location was the most decadent mansion I’ve ever stepped into. Once the doors opened, beautiful women in bunny masks and red lingerie chose us to pick a button from two plates. One said DOM and the other said SUB. This was how you knew who was who. We got them, and checked our bags and phones into a coat check. Everyone was the sexiest people I’ve ever seen, I felt like such an average Jane 🥺 One of the ladies gave us a token, and told us to find X. X was a naked woman in what looked like a giant claw machine. You put the token in, and it said how many times you could spank her with the paddle attached outside of her cage. If she thought it was good enough, a goodie bag would come out from the bottom. Ours was a red rope and ball gag. All the men were in tuxedos and women were in beautiful gowns. I was wearing a black sweater dress from Forever 21 and my mom’s heels 😭 My date told me to stop being so shy, so I made some friends by the poolside. The poolside people were talking about some multi billion dollar production movie they were working on, and I told them excitedly I was a film major. 😭 There were performers walking around, with bird masks and Valentine’s Day themed (my birthday). My date and I found a dungeon basement and at the top floor was a really pretty canopy/tent situation, with many beds and sex furniture things laying everywhere for use. Next to each was a bowl of condoms, lube packets, baby wipes, and disinfectant. Lights were moody and pink. The living room had a fuck machine and shy girls broke away from their dates to ride it, while everyone politely clapped. At midnight, we all gathered around to watch a silent sex performance of the bird dressed people. It was kind of like they were acting out a play, told in sex positions. Everyone politely clapped and my date whispered, “What the fuck is up with these people? Why isn’t everybody fucking?” I guess people were too uppity, nobody wanted to be the first one... so we went upstairs, and started fucking on one of the beds. My date had a huge almost 10 inch dick, and it would hurt no matter how much lube was in there. Eventually, this created a domino effect. The lights dimmed and a couple joined us. And then another. Then, we were a swarm of pulsating bodies beating on top of one another. It was beautiful, the sexiest set up I’ve ever seen. Afterwards, we all walked around the mansion, naked. My thighs were sticky from all the lube. Everyone was now just laying in naked piles, making love and cuddling. I made a lot of new friends, and actually ran into a guy I had been dating separately. He walked me on a leash all the way down the stairs, as all these A list celebrities saw me draw on my hands and knees. As the clock ticked, people started looking for their expensive shoes, their diamond encrusted panties, redressing their perfectly sculpted bodies. A beautiful woman came up to me and told me about how she had signed a sex slave contract for 100k, and it paid off her med school. Fuck. This was one of the best birthdays of all time!!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR “GANG BANG”? There’s a sort of visceral reaction most people have when they hear it—of maybe a lack of hygiene or morals. For most, it’s the ultimate act of hedonism. For me...it meant empowerment. There’s no other kink scene out there (for me) that gives me more control than a gangb@ng. In a GB, I am the conductor, I am the leader, I am Simon, and what I say goes. I say who gets the play, I say when, where, how, and I say when it stops. The story of my 1st GB will be another time, but my 2nd GB, I was a on a date and the guy brought me to a villa. We met at my 1st GB and he said I’d love this crowd.
The door opens, and the ratio is probably 10:1 boys:girls. I fucking love attention, and everyone’s looking at me. I get introduced to the owner, and my date let’s me do my thing...
Within seconds, I’m getting a train ran on me on the couch before I could even get all the way naked. A line of men in front of me and a line behind me. My date is so proud, and the owner is so excited. Afterwards, he says, that performance was amazing. Wouldn’t you like to work for us??
I said I only fuck who I want to fuck. I’ve never been a free for all. He said, well you fuck like 80% of people, so that works with me!
At a GB party there’s about 5 girls or so. Different types. White, asian, tatted up, etc. men have their favorites, and men at these parties are generally very sweet and just curious. Most aren’t the sex crazed animals you’re thinking of.
When you think GB, you think of men just having their way with a woman. But the reality is much different. There’s really no physical difference between fucking one guy for 5 hours or fucking 50 guys for 5 hours except the visual. And each guy isn’t there for 20 min. Each guy is probably in for 2 min and then they switch out. Who gets next is usually discussed first if you’re having a closed GB (which means I picked them out prior) vs an open GB (a free for all).
Usually I’d do GBs for the first thirty min. I’ve prob fucked 20 guys by then, but each guy has been in me for 2 min max. And they’re all sweet, asking if I’m ok, pausing and asking for consent.
MY BEST ORGASM (in front of a crowd of strangers):
J, A, and I went to a swingers/kink club in Rosemead. It was a cute set up, kind of like an auditorium with beds lined up against the walls and a little stage with a sybian on top. It played hardcore p0rn on mute and there was a bdsm room. My favorite part of SOSAK was they had good catering. They’d serve jambalaya, fried chicken, full crock pot meals and people would line up buffet style with paper plates, butt naked. The funniest thing would be seeing the plates lined up on the floor next to the beds while people fucked. An older porn star named Cala Craves thought I was super cute and hugged me butt naked at the door :) She said, have you ever been on a sybian? I had before... I was still in my college clothes, I was a sophomore. I was wearing a green one piece and shorts. She walked me up the stage, and I realized I couldn’t ride the sybian with any clothes on. The stadium probably had a crowd of 50 people there, and as I got naked on the stage, the crowd slowly quieted down to stop and stare at me. I can’t tell you the RUSH I felt, being 19, being butt naked in front of a crowd of strangers on a stage with Cala Craves next to me. She gingerly adjusted the sybian, lubed it up, and I sat on it. The crowd had become quiet by then, J and A were no where to be found. Cala adjusted the remote. The sybian started thrusting at an insane speed and I hopped off. The crowd looked worried. The owner climbed up and fixed it while I stood there, naked, with signature pigtails. It’s fixed, I hop back on, and she holds my hand while slowly twisting the knob. This sybian had a dildo thrusting and clit vibrating option. The only noise first was the buzzing. Then...in 30 seconds, she amped it all the way up, and I felt myself climb, and sweat...and I came. I screamed so hard, the stadium was dead silent. I screamed for probably a whole minute, I felt like my soul left my body. There was a pause...and then, clapping. Cheering. I wobbled off stage and everyone started fist bumping me and clapping. “Great performance!!” An old man said, rubbing my back. “I always love watching you!” I found A a little while later. “Did you see me ride the sybian??”
“No,” he said. “But I heard it....”
Later on, I feel horny and want to have a CLOSED orgy. There are closed orgies and open orgies. Closed orgies means there’s a set group already and everyone else watches. Open orgies means that anybody goes. Cala saw the crowd hover around me like sharks and said she was doing an open orgy, taking some of the crowds from me so I could have my closed orgy in peace. A new girl J invited had came, and she was on a first date with a guy we now called Dagger Dick. I remember her riding him with her converse still on. He was my age and also in college. I love the rush of people watching me fuck, and it was then that I learned to love performing during sex.
HOW DO YOU START AN 0RGY?
A few years ago, I helped start a sex club in Chatsworth called Haven. It was called Haven because we wanted a safe space for women, primarily focused on their pleasure. All control was left to the woman. My circle was frustrated with older, less attractive people being in our space (we would all play, and we’d usually be surrounded by old men in droves watching us, jacking off) and decided to start throwing our own parties at Studio X.
Studio X was special. It had a cute bar, a neon jacuzzi, a communal couch room w snacks (so nonplayers could just talk or get to know each other, many beds separated by wall curtains, and its own mini dungeon. For my 1st play space, it was perfect. Okay...you got the space, now what?
Now, you need people. My partner in crime, let’s call him J, we had created a friendship circle of y0ung kinksters over time (TGE- The Next Generation) that would always come play with us either here or at homes. (We’ve since moved to hotels) So, we had a group of people we already had built that we knew would come (that we met primarily through kink parties over months). If you want to start an orgy, you need at least 4 people that are into group sex and being watched. Easy to find them at kink parties, get their info, organize another mee+ up, mee+ more kinksters, rinse, repeat.
Now, how did we get more people? We’d set up a guest list, prioritize women, couples, and lastly, single men (the mentality was that we’d always prefer more women to come than men. Women are generally more sexually fluid w playing w each other, while we found most men wouldn’t play w each other and it would just become a gang bang) we’d mee+ them through tinder, fetlife, and Feeld. I also recruited old coworkers and classmates. Sometimes we would mee+ them over dinner. Over time, every Friday night, people would start trickling in.
7pm, 8pm, people would be on the couches talking, minimal dr!nking (we usually stayed 100% sober to not blur the lines of consent), sometimes doing ice breakers. Usually couples would stick together.
9pm, 10pm. J would usually motion me over, we could feel the tension in the room. Now, nobody ever really wants to be the first guy naked if it’s their first time (usually). So I’d usually start with a girl, get the crowd hot. Put a girl on the sybian, start spanking her, eating her pussy. J would start with someone else. This was basically the social cue that said, hey, it’s no pants time, and it’s totally normal. Like dominoes, people followed, and boom, sex party :) couples usually stick together here.
11pm... cuddle puddles. Everyone’s naked, joking around, rehashing what just happened. First timers are usually flushed and excited.
12...round 2 starts. We’ve all seen each other naked at this point. Let’s say Girl A saw how Boy B fucked Girl B earlier and saw how big his dick was. She crawls over, asks to play. Couples swap, and now we have an ORGY. Threesomes, foursomes, and piles of people harmonizing while some people watched.
1am... another cuddle party. Everybody is best friends now. We’re all joking around, talking about our personal lives at this point. Some people leave, they’re sleepy, they’ve came already.
2am...round 3. When this happens, we usually start doing weirder stuff. We head to the dungeon, bust out some kinkier toys. We start playing around to see how things feel, while others just keep cuddling and hanging out naked.
3am...clean up. Y’all, pick up your fucking condoms.
4am...usually J and I would carpool him bc he lived nearby, and we’d go get a late dinner at Denny’s or something w whoever was left. We’d usually debrief there and talk about what we liked, didn’t like, who was cool, who wasn’t. And then we’d plan on the next week. And it would start all over again. :)
MY FIRST SLAVE:
My slave had a micropenis. He had come to terms with it in bed and decided he was more into extreme humiliation and cock and ball t*rture instead. Our first time, he wanted to be mummified in rubber bands. I wrapped them around each ball, and basically tightly tied up each part of his dick. And then I put binder clips all over his veins. He was into something I had never done before, called urethral sounding. That’s when you lube up a long metal rod, and slowly ease it into the man’s dick hole. Like butt plugs, he had a set of diff sizes and types, but we started with a small plug. His dick was so small, you’d have to use a finger to jack him off. I’d slide the rod into his urethra, and every time we met would be bigger. His urethra started to gape naturally. You think the rod can only can down as far as your dick is, but it’ll actually go down your bladder! So I could successfully put a foot long rod into him. He’d want me to twist it inside him, to yank it out. It would always take a lot of lube.
He also wanted his dick to be locked in a cage, so I locked him in a chastity belt. The cage trapped him dick into 1-2in of space, and when he’d get hard, it would just press down on him. Virtually all he could do as a man was pe* through it. The keys were next to my house keys, and if I lost it, we’d have to use bolt cutters to get it off him.
Getting him off was hard because he was so small, so he made me watch a g*ngb*ng compilation and count how many were much bigger than his. Before I got to 10, he came. As payment, he put his card into my Uber account for a few weeks. One time, he came from watching a vid of my ex fucking me. I cried after 🙃
The next few times we met would be a battle of thinking of creative ways to destroy his dick. He wanted me to essentially bite it off once. I’d jack him off (w gloves) using abrasive, metal sponges. I’d submerge his balls in ice and countdown slowly, make him do push-ups to dip his dick in bowls of ice. I’d jump from the bed into his dick, stomping it into oblivion. I’d make him eat condoms and suck cum out of them. I’d stretch his balls as far as I could from his body.
He was a great guy and I miss him. He’d always ask me to bring a guy over so he could be a cuck and watch us have sex in front of him and look at how much bigger the other guy was. He wanted to be the janitor that cleans me up after, that eats the leftover cum out of me. After a party of orgies and g*ngb*ng, he’d ask me to come over after so he could taste what the leftovers felt like. Eventually he wants me to peg him. He also wanted me to stick a candle into his dick hole and let it melt all over him.
I named him Fido 🐶🐶🐶
