It was as if my faith in goodness and honesty had broken down
I don't know who I am anymore
War is not eternal. No one is eternal. People leave, betray, cheat, kill, die. Eventually, it's bound to end.
But I'm going forward no matter what.
Are you with me?
2023-05-04 22:32:09 +0000 UTC
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Fitness blonde unashamedly jumps on a ball and shakes her big juicy ass π₯
Watch but don't touch π«
2023-05-04 22:26:04 +0000 UTC
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The long awaited premium content in a
β€οΈβπ₯nurse'sβ€οΈβπ₯ outfit π©ββοΈ
Very realistic with a matching accessory π
10 minutes of pleasure π₯
2023-04-22 22:09:00 +0000 UTC
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I bought something interesting to create hot content π₯
When we collect 77$ I will shoot and post some very interesting videos and photos π
2023-04-11 17:04:47 +0000 UTC
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So... I was betrayed by someone I trusted more than myself and would do anything to make that person feel good
He also stole money from me and had no intention of returning it.
He brazenly lied to me for 7 months to take advantage of me in a dirty and sneaky way.
And when I told him I wanted my money back, he was surprised and said he didn't have it.
The death of my brother, the war, betrayal, stealing money - it all really broke me down. I'm trying now with studies, training and work to bring myself back to my senses, but guys, this shit isn't working out.
I feel apathetic, anhedonic and have absolutely no mood or energy.
Maybe a change of scenery would help? What do you think?
2023-04-07 20:53:06 +0000 UTC
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My Juicy body looks very seductive π€€
Have I changed a lot?
This fitness trainer is sure to help you warm up....π
(Long videos, moaning, debauchery)
2023-04-06 20:30:51 +0000 UTC
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Here I look like I have everything under control. But I'm not. It's not like that at all. There's all kinds of hell going on in my head. I thought antidepressants would take away my mental pain, but it was a myth. Expectations didn't come true.
Plus I discovered a long-standing, very deep trauma that my psyche had been carefully displacing for over 22 years. It's violence. I'm afraid to tell a therapist about it, very afraid.
I feel very ashamed, scared and terribly weak. It feels like life is really meaningless and has been for nothing. I just don't see a future, moreover - I'm ready to live another 7 years at the most.
Perhaps this should also be mentioned at the counselling session.
I really missed our communication with you, but my pain took all my strength and I just couldn't come here, sorry my dear ones.
Write a smiley face if you remembered me or are glad I showed up π
2023-03-25 21:39:06 +0000 UTC
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Morning light falling on my tits...
Would you like to see this after you wake up?
The art of seduction β€οΈβπ₯π
(There's a shameless shot at the end of the second video π³π«£)
2023-03-15 22:42:58 +0000 UTC
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A cocktail of femininity and strength π₯
On this day, enjoy the aesthetics and energy of passion β€οΈβπ₯
A collection of my favourite bras π
And in the last video, a surprise π€«
2023-03-08 13:55:56 +0000 UTC
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I have to confess...
I'm sociophobic - I'm very afraid of new public places. I think I will be attacked or stoned.
It started when I got lost in the market as a chi.ld and thought I was going to die. All the people seemed so tall and big that I couldn't see my way out, and I had a panic attack...
I told a psychologist about it and it made me feel a little better because I was very afraid of appearing weak because of these experiences. A lot of people laughed at my social anxiety and I've been ashamed of being like that all these years.
Oh, friends, I'm ashamed to tell you all about it now.
But I want to be cured. And the first step to a cure is to admit the problem, talk about it and legalise my emotions.
Going to the theatre yesterday was a big challenge for me...
Thank you for listening π
*if I've disappointed you by ruining the image of a strong woman, so be it, I don't want to be silent about it anymore...
2023-03-06 11:51:09 +0000 UTC
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Yesterday I went to the theatre for the first time in my life. Alone.
That's very cool, friends!
I attended a podcast by a psychiatrist, he was talking about paranoid personality disorder. That's very interesting!
2023-03-06 09:31:24 +0000 UTC
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This is my Vibe β¨
How do you see me?π»
2023-03-01 12:33:18 +0000 UTC
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I love eco-leather clothes π
Does this style suit me?
2023-02-26 14:01:15 +0000 UTC
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My problem is that I think too much and feel too deeplyπ
2023-02-26 13:50:54 +0000 UTC
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Π’ragic and terrifying date.
I can't even believe it's been a year. I can't get my head around it all.
My psyche is still waiting for this to turn out to be a nightmare.
It's a hard state of affairs.
There's no telling what's going to happen next.
Thank you all for being with me. It really helps keep me going.
Green Witch loves you.
2023-02-24 15:53:36 +0000 UTC
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Your Mistress in a new outfit π
Hard nipples visible even through the top...
Leather harness π€
Touch, tease, seduction π«¦
Worship me π
Look but don't touch π€«
β³4:14 minutes
2023-02-22 01:54:29 +0000 UTC
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Scorpio π¦ never gives up
Thank you for such powerful support !
You are my resource !
Love you ππ§ββοΈ
2023-02-22 01:02:46 +0000 UTC
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My favourite high-protein salad π₯
Ingredients:
1. Chicken fillet
2. Eggs
3. Feta cheese (optional)
4. Peking cabbage
5. Sweet pepper
6. Canned corn
7. Lettuce leaves
8. Garlic
9. Olive oil, salt.
Method:
Boil the chicken fillets and fry in butter. Boil and dice the eggs. Then shred the cabbage, dice the bell peppers and cut the salad leaves. Add the corn.
Mince and mince the garlic and chop them finely.
Mix and season with olive oil. Season with salt and season to taste.
Bon appetit! ππ§ββοΈ
2023-02-22 00:43:26 +0000 UTC
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My dear friends, I want to share with you a cool and effective technique for working through irrational beliefs that limit life and bring suffering.
Formulate this belief and write it down.
Then make a table with two columns: what I lose by following this belief and what I gain by following this belief.
Write down only the actual facts, not assumptions. And look at these lists visually.
For example, I had this irrational belief:
"I have to live up to all people's expectations". It was causing constant tension π£
By working through it, I freed up the resource that was being spent to service the negative emotions.
*An example especially for you in the second photo*
Love, your Green Witch π§ββοΈπ
2023-02-22 00:04:07 +0000 UTC
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I have been on antidepressants for almost 2 months now and to be honest I expected more from them.
I take a high dosage but I don't feel the effect I want. Maybe I need more time or the stressful situations are too much.
I also feel sleepy all the time. It is difficult to concentrate on my studies and activities.
I have had thoughts of self-harm and the therapist is concerned, but I seem to be fine now.
What do you see in my eyes in this photo?
2023-02-17 14:07:41 +0000 UTC
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Leather dress and romantic lingerie π₯
Hot touchesπ«¦
Fiery seductionπ₯΅
Could you resist? ππ
2023-02-16 00:52:51 +0000 UTC
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A delicate but very passionate seduction...
Red lace, heels, stockings
β€οΈβπ₯ A mesmerizing sight β€οΈβπ₯
2023-02-12 01:11:17 +0000 UTC
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Charming femininity πΊ
I love romantic style π»
2023-02-11 03:03:49 +0000 UTC
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Red passion (lace, stockings, heels, belt) β€οΈβπ₯β€οΈβπ₯β€οΈβπ₯
The allure of femininity π
2023-02-11 02:59:57 +0000 UTC
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Oat cake π₯§
Ingredients:
πΈ200g oat flakes
πΈ1 banana
πΈ1 egg
πΈ400ml kefir
πΈ50g dates
πΈ50g dried apricots
πΈ50g cranberries
πΈ1/2 tsp baking soda
πΈ1 tsp lemon juice
Preparation:
Beat egg with banana, add oatmeal, kefir, mix well. Rinse dried fruit, chop and add to the main mixture. Add baking soda and put out with lemon juice.
Bake at 180Β° for 30-40 minutes.
2023-02-10 22:53:40 +0000 UTC
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Hello my dear friends, I'm back with you!π
I have a new look that reflects my shady side - I love red hair and leather things.
Do you like it?
I've lost 5kg, does it show?π
2023-02-10 22:39:06 +0000 UTC
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Hi, my dear friends..
I'm depressed and I can't eat properly, so now I'm anaemic.
When a person is depressed, it is very difficult to eat enough protein to maintain an optimum supply of iron, so the general condition of the body suffers. And also in this state it is very difficult to make myself take care of myself.
Today I bought myself some quality chocolate because of high cocoa content to replenish some minerals and cheese to replenish protein in the body.
It's a small but big step towards loving myself and finding self worth for me.
Wanted to share this with you π
2023-02-06 22:02:41 +0000 UTC
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My new haircut in different stylesπ
To avoid damaging my hair with a straightener - I bought a blow dryer for styling. To be honest, I felt really bad about spending money on myself, but my psychologist told me that I should listen to my desires and give myself gifts once in a while.
I am used to giving gifts to people close to me, but not to myself π
And now my inner critic is insulting me for spending $70 on a hairdryer π΅βπ«
2023-01-13 20:46:48 +0000 UTC
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Today I persuaded myself to go out and buy and cook some beef to replenish the ferritin in my body. I haven't been able to eat properly for a long time now because of my adaptation to medication.
I always cook beef with bell peppers and tomato paste, a very tasty combination.
I'm glad I was able to eat, because for the last 15 days I've been literally crying over breakfast due to lack of appetite and nausea.
My dinner tonight is buckwheat, beef stew with bell peppers and tomato paste and salad leaves.
What do you like to eat for dinner?
2023-01-13 20:30:24 +0000 UTC
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I love this outfit π
I love the velvet dresses, the colour purple and the change of hairstyles.
I think I'll decide to buy some interesting new things to create content for you π
2023-01-13 20:21:29 +0000 UTC
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